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Thursday, February 1, 2007

Moon Child


Over the years I have read my horoscope and looked at books that describe the personality of a Cancer. Astrology has never been of any real interest to me. From time to time I do find that what is written about Cancers seems to be right on the mark. My moodiness certainly seems to be a true Cancer trait.

Today's full moon may or may not be a good omen for me. I don't know and, today, I don't care.

I have fallen behind these past two weeks in just about everything. I haven't been reading my blogs. I've watched very few national news programs. I was one week behind in paying bills though only one was a day late. My personal goals for my condo "Clean Sweep" are lagging behind. And, that one last letter to the condo association has been written, but not printed and mailed (I hate liars, thieves, and incompetent people that can't admit that they make mistakes.)

So, what? Tomorrow will be a better day? Sorry, no amount of Suzie Sunshine trite phrases will convince me that all will be well. It never is and it never will be...

Oh, yeah, I'll be inching up the bipolar coaster hill and anticipating the adrenaline high. Yes, maybe for awhile I'll not come rocketing down any hills. All that I have ever asked for are long moments strung together when I am neither up nor down.

I do appreciate that Ol' Lady and Dobro checked on me. I gotta tell ya -- the Bipolar Planet folks are the real deal. They understand. They care.

Yes, blah blah blah there is always some hope for tomorrow....

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2 comments:

Ol' Lady said...

Hey Lee :) What can I say...some days suck and the rest of the days are crappy...but you know as well as I do that will change as you go up on the rollar coaster...not that saying that will actually make you feel any better...but what the fuck at least you know that there are some of us checkin in on ya...take care and stop by if your board...and you can harass me :)

Bleeding Heart said...

I was concerned about you as well...lots of YOU TUBE, but not much of YOU lately within your blog...

Glad to see you back and writing...

Hey - I, too am a Cancer!! July 19th...what's yours?