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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

No "Happy Note"


I found it tonight. Yep, that damn piece of paper.

Gee, thanks, for the reminder note reappearing!

That note was a "trigger" clue that I "inadvertently" lost within a small stack of papers. A friggin' To Do List fucks me up and I feel frozen...stressed...anxious...

I don't want to deal with it...and it's just a simple telephone call back to Michigan. I need to return a "check-up" call from the auto insurance company that pays any medical bill that relates to my neck injuries.

Trigger 1 -- seeing the "lost" note, then remembering that I have to talk to them because I had been in two freaking rear-enders...

Trigger 2 -- a decade of chronic pain.........................................

Yep, no happy happy joy joy talk at the moment. I do have my problems.

I dodged this shit for almost two weeks and, damn, I gotta think about this shit all night ...

Maybe even make the call tomorrow...

Merde.

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